31 decembrie 2010

Last day

Doar 8 ore.. E incredibil cat de repede a trecut anul asta. Dar totusi ma bucur ca mai este foarte putin si se termina, pentru ca nu a fost exact cum mi- am dorit.. Sunt dezamagita de mine, de multe lucruri pe care le- am facut anul asta si de care nu sunt prea mandra. Si sa le luam pe rand :
> La scoala nu am avut note prea bune, defapt nu la scoala in general, la matematica. O urasc!
> Cu prietenii.. a fost ok, nu am prea avut probleme.
> Cu iubirea.. asa si asa; pana cand ai aparut tu, punandu- mi capac. Nu- mi pot da seama cum, dar tot ce simteam eu pentru tine se transforma incetul cu incetul in ura. Nu pot sa cred cum inca poti sa ma minti. Esti groaznic. Mai bine lasa-ma.
> In familie a fost cat se poate de ok, am realizat ca parintii mei nu sunt asa de retardati pe cat credeam.. ba chiar sunt mai intelegatori decat mi- as fii imaginat vreodata.

Cu toate ca am facut multe tampenii, am fost rea, egoista, incapatanata iar uneori nici eu nu m- am mai recunoscut; nu regret absolut nimic din ceea ce s-a intamplat anul acesta.
Si sa nu uit. Sper sa aveti toti parte de un an frumos.

So, goodbye 2010. Let's hope 2011 is better.

30 decembrie 2010

Odododo

H: daca te enervez de ce mai vorbesti cu mine?
M: pentru ca te iubesc
M: te urascccccc mereu ma faci sa zic asta !!!!!!
H: !!!hahaha si eu te iubesc !!!!


I hate you, and then I love you. <3

So..

I finally realized death means nothing without you.

29 decembrie 2010

Turquoise

Prima mea incercare pe Polyvore .

28 decembrie 2010

My soul

Rihanna desigur. Se vede si de pe blog ca sunt obsedata de ea. Toate melodiile ei mi se potrivesc. Chiar daca unele sunt triste, pe mine ma binedispun,pentru ca unele versuri exprima ceea ce simt. So, multumesc Rihanna pentru ca existi si pentru ca intr- un mod indirect ma ajuti mereu cu muzica ta. Esti geniala si te adorrrr <3

27 decembrie 2010

Real girls

This is for the girls who have the tendency to stay up all night listening to music that reminds them of their current situation. Who hide their fears, hurt, pain and tears under their smiles and laughs all on a daily basis. The girls who wear their hearts on their sleeve. The girls who pray things will workout just once and they’ll be satisfied. The girls who scream and cry into their pillows because the rest of the world fails to listen. The girls who have it hard but don’t let anyone know that. The girls who may never have it easy. The girls who have so many secrets but will never tell a soul. The girls who have regrets and mistakes as a daily moral. The girls who don’t always win, who may never win. The girls who stay up all night thinking about that one boy wondering if he’ll ever notice her. The girls who get what they get and don’t throw a fit. The girls who take life as it comes, hoping it’ll get easier somewhere down the road. The girls who love with all their hearts but always get broken. This is for the real girls. This is for you.

She's broken. He's ok

SHE'S BROKEN .

Tell me

What am i suppose to do when i’m feeling this way?

Slit my wrist? Curl up and hide under my blanket and cry? Binge on food/ice cream? Drown myself with bottles of alcohol? Take drugs to numb myself? Run and run and run till my legs give way?
What can i do, now that things have turned out this way? What can i say? I’ve been trying all these while and what have you been doing?
I don’t wanna have any regrets, but you make me so fucking scared that i don’t feel like trying anymore. Because maybe, the pain of regrets could be more bearable than the pain of rejection as well as the pain of knowing you’ve moved on and love another girl.

26 decembrie 2010

Teenage dream

You’re only a teenager. You’re not yet married, so go with the flow, laugh tons, use manners, and try something new. Will you just kiss him already? Trust your feelings, spend your cash, introduce yourself, take a chance, study hard, seek happiness, and regret nothing. Don’t laugh at people’s dreams, make a wish on 11:11, challenge yourself, take pictures and appreciate the memories. You should make time to dance in your underwear, and learn from the past. Play dress up and then take all your clothes off. Have the time of your life.

Goodbye

Oh, ma tot gandeam astazi la persoanele cu care am fost. Si am realizat ca am trecut peste o foarte mare dezamagire la capitolul asta.. Pana acum nu mi- am dat seama ca am trecut complet peste, dar exista timp pentru fiecare chestie. So, sunt .. pot spune, mandra de mine ca te- am uitat. Bine, era si timpul dupa atata vreme. Si totusi am cam exagerat cu razbunarea pentru faptul ca am suferit din cauza ta.

Aaa. Maine e ziua mea!

Eclipse

" - Tu chiar ai idee cât de importantă eşti pentru mine? Ştii cumva cât de mult te iubesc? Mă strânse la pieptul lui tare, ţinându- mi capul sub bărbia lui.
Mi- am apăsat buzele pe gâtul lui rece ca gheaţa.
- Ştiu cât de mult te iubesc eu pe tine, am răspuns eu.
- Compari un copac mic cu o pădure întreagă. "

Complicated

You turned my world upside down.And now I can't find a way to make things right again.
You make me go asdfghjkl. And I fucking hate it.
You take out the worst in me. And manage to put a smile on my face just by saying hello.It make me sad when you don' t say goodbye. Wich is ninery percent of the time.
And I hate how we are so apart.
You are the last think I think about when I go to sleep. And it makes me sick.
But the words just don't seem to end, when it comes to you.
And the last thing, could you please tell these butterflies to go away? Because the're laughing at my face ..Thanks!

P.S: I miss you. I fucking hate this.. YES, I miss you.

25 decembrie 2010

Wishing you all a very ..

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Shake up the happiness
Wake up the happiness
Shake up the happiness
It's Christmas time

24 decembrie 2010

2010 Playlist

M- am hotarat sa fac un playlist cu melodiile mele preferate de anul acesta. Nu lansate anul asta.. ca unele sunt mai vechi, dar anul asta au insemnat ceva pt mine. So, here is it :

Rihanna - Cry ♥♥
Rihanna - Te amo ♥♥
Rihanna - Complicated ♥♥
Rihanna - Fading ♥♥
Rihanna ft Eminem - Love the way you lie (ambele) ♥♥
Rihanna ft Drake- What's my name ♥♥
Escape the fate - Ashley ♥♥
Nickelback - Photograph ♥♥
Nelly - Just a dream ♥♥
Boys like girls - Learning to fall ♥♥
Boyslike girls - The great escape ♥
Pistol cu capse - De final ♥
Lil Wayne ft Eminem - Drop the world ♥
Green day - 21 guns ♥♥
Chester - Octombrie ♥
Chester - Poza ta ♥♥
Brokencyde - Get Crunk ♥♥
Bazi - Ploaie cu soare ♥

♥♥ = Love
♥ = Like

23 decembrie 2010

Up to the sky

                   Poza cu tipa e de pe tumblr. Eu am  pus scrisul si am editato..

22 decembrie 2010

Letter

Dear stupid ,


IF I REALLY WAS A BITCH,
I'D MAKE YOUR LIFE A LIVING HELL,
BUT INSTEAD, I'LL JUST SIT BACK AND
WATCH YOU DO IT YOURSELF.

P.S : I hope you die.

Get out of here

TRUST NO MAN
FEAR NO BITCH.

Lalalala.. vacanta.Frig.Zapada.Eu.Tu..Noi

21 decembrie 2010

Heartbeat

" You may not be her first, her last, or her only. she loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold into her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there. " - Bob Marley

20 decembrie 2010

Adiopa




19 decembrie 2010

Oh na na

Not everybody knows how to work my body
Knows how to make me want it
But boy you stay up on it
You got that something that keeps me so off balance
Baby you're a challenge, lets explore your talent 

Hey boy I really wanna see if you can go long time with a girl like me
Hey boy, I really wanna be with you  

Baby you got me, and aint nowhere that I'd be
Than with your arms around me 
Back and forth you rock me
So I surrender, to every word you whisper
Every door you enter, I will let you in 

You're so amazing, you took the time to figure me out
Thats why you take me, way past the point of turning me on
You bout to break me, I swear you got me losing my mind 


Da, sunt super mega foarte extrem de fericita.
 

17 decembrie 2010

Let it snowww

Azi nu mi- am luat nicio sapuneala. Decat Sebi era sa- mi dea un bulgare in cap dar n- a nimerit. Sii apoi am aflat ca Alexandra s- a cuplat. Anw, a fost o zii normala.. Profa de Franceza nu a venit deci toti erau in curte.. Am si filmat o pauza.. Cu bataie si zapada in Eminescu.. si cred ca o sa postez filmuletul pe facebook mai tarziu. Apoi a venit profa de romana sa ne zica ca nu facem ora si ca putem sa plecam pt ca vorbise si cu proful de fizica. Am fugit repede din curte si nu ne- a prins nimeni nici de data asta. Ne- am dat pe zapada ca doua retardate si era sa si cadem de mai multe ori. Si sa nu intram in detalii. Ma rog . NI S- A INDEPLINIT VISUUUUUUL! Si sunt fericita. Maxim ! Te iubesc Aleeeee :x ( Apropo a aflat mama de minunatele mele note de la mate; 3,3,4 )

El : De ce razi ?
Eu : Nustiu.. Tu de ce razi ?
El : Pentru ca razi si tu ..
Eu : :))
El : Uite iar razi :))
Eu : Si tu :">
( Nu e conv. de pe mess. Am pus emoticonuri pt ca altfel nu are sens )

She can't see the way your eyes light up when you smile / She'll never notice how you stop and stare / Whenever she walks by

14 decembrie 2010

Who fuckin' cares ?

Dear teenagers,
What the fuck are you doing? How old are you.. 15, maybe 16?
Did you ever once think about how you're wasting your life away? Stop thinking about the guy that broke your heart, he's not worth it. Stop thinking about whether you look cool smoking weed or not, nobody cares. Stop sulking around and being depressed.. you just need to me happy. You're only young once and this is the time where you need to have fun and forget about everything that doesn't make you happy. Fuck everyone who doesn't make you happy! Go out and have fun, this could be your last day.

11 decembrie 2010

Forget it.

 DO YOU REALLY THINK
I'D GIVE UP THAT EASLY ?

 THE HEART IS WHAT MATTERS
MOST OF ALL
 
 IT HURTS THAT YOU
DON'T EVEN TRY.

09 decembrie 2010

Absolutely true

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall deeper with each passing day,
But try to hide it in every possible way.
He's only a friend, and nothing else--
That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.
You keep on saying he's just a bud,
But deep inside, you're falling in love.
You get so giddy when you meet his eyes,
But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.
A simple glance turns into a stare,
But you pretned that you don't care.
It's "not right" for you two to be.
Is that why you hide it so no one can see?
But how long will you pretend?
Keep lying that he's just a friend?
Perhaps your feelings you can never show.
Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.
Your friendship can't be risked over this,
So being his girl is an impossible wish...

08 decembrie 2010

Happy ending

Azi am dat teza la romana si spre surprinderea mea am facut tot.. Bine, m- a mai ajutat si Nevis la compuneri ( Mersi mult.Stii ca te iubesc ).. Anw nu credeam ca o sa stiu ceva , darr am stiut. A si am luat si 8,5 in test la fizica.
Cred ca a fost ziua mea norocoasa.. ca tot am facut 14 ani  jumate azi. Uneori ma gandesc cat de mica sunt.. Iar alte ori cat de putin mai am pana la 18 ani..

Edit (10 decembrie) :
Da deci scriu postarea asta sa ma dau mare. Dece? Am luat 9,60 in teza la geograaa! Iupii iupii iei iei. Scuzati- mi entuziasmul dar nu ma pot abtine. Aproape toata clasa a luat 10.. Bine nu 10 fix dar rotunjit..

Edit (20 decembrie) :
Am luat 9 in teza la romana!!!!!!!!!!!! :x

06 decembrie 2010

Bad week

Deeeeeci, saptamana asta dau doua teze. Miercuri la romana si vineri la geografie. Mi- e frica rau.. Nu stiu nimic. Dar nu e prima data. La aproape niciun test nu am invatat dar am luat note mari fata de ceea ce meritam. Dar mai stiu cat de cat la geografie si sper sa ma descurc. La romana nu stiu daca mai pot sa fac ceva atata timp cat la toate orele de romana eu aveam alta ocupatie si nu am fost deloc atenta. Wish me luck ! :-s

01 decembrie 2010

Remember December

Ok, sincer nu realizez cat de repede a trecut anul asta.. Defapt nustiu de ce am impresia ca timpul trece din ce in ce mai repede..
Azi am fost in tineret. Evident ca am murit crapat lesinat de frig. In cacat nu mi-a mai fost asa frig in viata mea. Si inafara de faptul ca era foarte frig mai si ploua si batea vantul de abia puteam sa respir. Bine ca am ajuns repde la metrou unde Alexandra a inceput sa se smiorcaie ca o furnicau mainile si toata lumea se uita la noi ca eu incercam sa imi aduc aminte de pe ce peron trebuie sa luam metroul iar Alexandra se tot uita la maini. Anw, am ajuns si noi .. ne-am intalnit cu Alice si Caty dar desigur ca dragul nostru profesor de sport nu a venit la cross. SI uite asa am stat noi intr- un mare ger ca ratatii asteptandu- l pe Letu. Ma credeti ca inghetasera picaturile de ploaie pe umbrela ? Plus ca la metrou am avut incredibilul noroc sa dam nas in nas cu niste cocalarii infecti care ma stresau intrebandu-ma daca ma cheama Andreea. Ma rog, ne- am hotarat sa mergem la Micu paris .Ne- am luat cate un cappucino si cate un hamburger de pui. Am fost foarte mandra de mine ca am reusit sa ma abtin si s-o conving si pe Alexandra sa nu ne luam tigari. Iuhu, un pas inainte. Dupa ne- am invartit prin Unirii.. iar apoi ne- a venit ideea sa mergem sa le luam ceva dragelor noastre mame.. Done!
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