04 aprilie 2011

My world

I’m lying to myself. I give myself false hope and false expectations that never match up to reality. I twist circumstances around in my mind to make them seem better than they actually are. I think too much about the smallest, most insignificant gestures and blow them up like balloons and float around in this euphoric bubble of what could be and what I want to happen, and I am always so let down by what I’m left with, an almost, could-be, maybe situation. I think too much into a smile and catching someone’s eye from across the room, I think too much into an accidental hand brushing and prolonged eye contact. I tell myself that it can still happen, and I cling to the tiniest little glimmers of hope, even though I know that there’s a little itch I can’ scratch that tells me that I’m wrong. And that I can’t make something out of nothing. I’m living in this fantasy world, where happy endings really do exist, and the boy and the girl always do end up together. I’m tricking myself into thinking that we’re perfect for each other, when, in reality, we may as well be strangers.

1 comentarii:

Dee*Dydy spunea...

your world if full with dreams:d mine toooo:D sometimes i think, i imagine things in my mind that i'd like to happen:d.
inevital dezamagirea isi face loc:)))

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